Fundraiser Campaign
Lonely Cherry Boy
Tuesday, March 12, 2019
Another Fundraising Campaign
Fundraiser Campaign
Friday, August 17, 2018
The Value of Volunteering
Just yesterday, I was sifting through the numerous freelancing jobs on websites like Upwork, Homejobs, etcetera and etcetera.
I came to realize that most of this freelancing gigs needs “experienced” freelancers to take jobs such as social media management, virtual assistant work, and others.
To cut the story short, I am not yet experienced enough.
They are wanting Superstar, Rockstar, Amazing Freelancers. I’m sure many of the freelance employers have their own term for an excellent employee.
It’s my sensible belief to not claim myself to be a “Rockstar” freelancer. Maybe not just yet. Not with my current abilities.
Oh noes! Pity me, I don’t have the skills yadda yadda
You thought I was going to go downhill to being depressive again? No, this time I am going to fight.
What I think is the solution…
I started to search for “what sites to work for free for experience…”
Well, forgive me that I did not search for Virtual Volunteering Sites.
So Yes, I came upon virtual volunteer sites for charities while googling. And I must say that I like the idea.
The thought that you are making the world better and gaining something in return…
So am I wasting my time giving free work?
My answer is a big NO!
I believe that volunteering to charities with your preferred skills (e.g. marketing, data entry, etc.) will translate to Work Experience in your Resume.
That’s my point in today’s blog.
Also, I tried to contact an organization through those websites, We’ll see if I can find a suitable virtual charity work.
Volunteer Match is a nice website to offer your skills to deserving Non-profit organizations.
Seriously, if you are someone like me who is anxious to apply for physical work and hoping to find a freelancing job. Then, try it!
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
Campaign Update
UPDATE: I deleted the Campaign. I have created another one but for my brother's schooling here
The last campaign garnered only 8 USD. It is still in my paypal and will be used for my new campaign.
Actually, I was employed for about a month but only as a trainee with meager allowance. It brought more bad than good as I've suffered a lot psychologically and physically in that graveyard shift job.
Moving on, I decided to revamp the campaign and instead fund for me to go to school. This time for a vocational course.
I will take up dressmaking NC II ( If the funding will push through).
It will allow me to have the skills to create clothes or patterns ( maybe). There is little information online.
All the funding will be used to support my second schooling.
Again, if you have the means. Every dollar counts.
Thanks!
To see the revamp funding page go here.
Sunday, May 20, 2018
I was called "Useless" and felt that way too
I was called by my brother as "Useless"
Have you ever felt the pain from hearing words of dissapointment from people you love?
I am also dissappointed with myself but to hear it verbally is heartbreaking.
I tried to be proactive and fight the physical and mental apathy that my depression has on me.
I mopped the whole house yesterday. I washed the dishes. Maybe it wasn't enough.
I was just slumbering a while ago. When suddenly my brother told me that
I was useless and that I was only sleeping and surfing the internet- My mind kind of blanked out the exact
words but I think that was the message of the words he had.
I slammed the door and went out.
I cried and cried at the balcony of our house.
My mother saw me and she said that I should not be affected by "his" words.
I just can't.
Do you know the feeling of like your energy is being siphoned and you have no interest to even do the things
you used to do?
Maybe they don't understand the hell that I feel.
They think it's easy? No! Depression is not a walk in the park.
I felt useless and wanted to die.
But I try to fight on. I have to fight on.
I'll ingrain in my head that life is worth living on.
Even if others bruises my heart.
Please look forward to my storytime after I try to find a job at the city next week.
Campaign for my Anti-depressants and Professional improvement.
Please do consider to donate. There are rewards for donors 3 USD and above.
Please visit my deviantart. I upload my digital art there and see me improve!
Monday, May 14, 2018
Self-doubt and Self-Change
If ever you want to see my art journey please come to my
deviantart page
Sunday, May 13, 2018
First Post
Hello there, I am Harold or you can call me by my internet handles - pandadodod and/or lucianlacekun.
I have created this blog to showcase the progress of my self improvement especially the gogetfunding campaign I currently have...
My Campaign < Please click :)
I will post about my personal life and my struggle with depression and etc.
Next post will be about myself.